February for me is a very difficult month as that was the month that Amy was born.
It is a month full of terrible reminders and extreme sadness.
I think I'm feeling it more this year as Jordan is here now and I really understand what it is I (we) have missed out on.
It's so conflicting as on one hand Jordan gives me so much joy, and yet all I can think about is Amy.
I feel like Jordy is not getting the attention that he deserves due to me being in such an emotional place at the moment.
I wonder all the time what sort of personality Amy would have had, would she have resembled me or Fred, would she be cruisy and relaxed like Fred or trouble like me...
I just miss her so much :(